I was married and have been divorced for years and I would of never in my life had done anything like this knowingly. But now I meet I think everything mentioned above about limerence. I mean everything. I am still in this affair somewhat but I am extremely extremely lonely and so totally heart broken and still cannot bring myself to end situation. Hi Debbie, I have been talking to an old boyfriend online for over 3 years.
We both have spouses and families and have both been married for over 15 years. We live in different states so our physical contact has been limited to a handful of times. We have not had sex, but have shared other physically intimate things. Neither of us wants to break up our families for the sake of the kids 7 total!
We both also have strong Christian beliefs in extended families. It makes us feel like no one would ever support our relationship. I need some advice on what to do when you no longer feel only limerence for this person and have established a real true bond and deep friendship with them. Is there a point when you have just went too far emotionally with someone else and there is no coming back from it?
The second we made contact again it was as if we had never stopped, we picked up right where we left off. I need to make a decision to stay or go. I want to stay to protect my kids from a broken family. But is that really a good enough reason? I got married very young and missed some red flags that have made my marriage difficult.
I really believe we could be so happy together. I do have a deep connection with him and friendship and know we would make it through the rough stuff together too. But I feel tied down to my marriage and the responsibility to raise our children together. My spouse wants me to stay and work things out. We have grown to far apart and are too different. I just want to be able to feel happy and content with my decision. I feel like either choice I make is going to come with many years of sacrifice and sadness.
I could use some advice from anyone that has developed a deep friendship and moved beyond the stage of limerence with their AP. Hi, I want to believe my husband is in limernace right now. We have been together for 6 years. My husband had an affair on me 1. He seems obsessed with her. I pray everyday for his return. You must be logged in to post a comment. Needing hope and encouragement?
Take my self paced course to learn how to end your affair for good and reclaim your life. Student Login. The concept was studied and created by Dorothy Tennov in her book Love and Limerence in Tennov studied romantic love consisting of questionnaires and interviews.
She observed a number of frequently common traits she observed with people who thought they were in love. This prompted her to define the term limerence which encompasses all these shared experiences. However, researchers later looked more at the pathological and compulsive side of the spectrum , usually only using the word, limerence, to describe the negative and mental distressing side of the concept.
Here are some general definitions I found on limerence meaning, after researching it. A person feels an intense emotional and romantic desire for another person, typically stronger than a normal crush.
You find yourself fantasizing about them often, even how you can be their rescuer. Compulsively looking for any signs that they feel the same way for you. You might manipulate situations where you can bump into them somewhere, so that you both have to communicate.
You idealize them and everything they do. Impaired functioning and extreme lack of concentration in normal routine. Anxiety and self-consciousness becomes a stress. Severe mood swings. Strong sexual desire for the Limerent Object This is not just a school crush, the sexual desire for the object of your Limerence is strong. Physical symptoms can be experienced in Limerence. Normally well reasoning people who now disregard logic, previously held values, and reputations to pursue their L.
So, how do these 16 Limerence symptoms apply to affairs? A limerent relationship is usually an affair that has many of these 16 characteristics. Is this a good foundation for a relationship? But what is often happening is they are rewriting history and forgetting their previous strong emotions they felt in the beginning of that relationship.
I was able to be open about it. Solomon say. I had a female therapist for a long time who definitely encouraged dependence on her and other people in my life. Unfortunately, I think I may be the poster child for the ultimate sufferer of Limerence.
I have severe attachment issues due to some childhood neglect and have avoided romance for decades, and have issues with attaching to close friends in a limerent way also, wanting to spend too much time with them, talking endlessly and unproductively. That would definitely help ease this condition for me. You can cram a lot of happiness into that amount of time. You may not know what that looks like now but if you believe it and keep working at it, you should be able to find it.
Thank you Scharnhorst. Hope is a good thing and so is believing in happiness. Thank you for your positive words of encouragement. I really like her work. Working through this can be really hard and really painful. Peeling back one layer often reveals something new. The upshot of that is you largely get out of therapy what you put into it. If I resolve my issues, who will I be? I was in school and met someone.
I felt a connection with her and opened up to her about things. I graduated from school but she had a couple more months. I went about my business with work. A little over a year later, I was at an interview. I looked up and there she was, she worked there, but i had no clue. We started talking and became friends. Things began to progress between us and she told me she ended it with the other person.
I threw caution to the wind. I fell in love. I met her daughters and her step mom. I thought I had finally found the one. We had so much fun. After a year and a half she pulled the rug out from underneath me. She was going to be with the other person. They had ended their long term relationship. I was devastated and felt like an idiot. I never really got closure.
I have not dated since. I am a guarded person but she broke those walls down. They are now back up. However, I still love her. I have left her alone but struggle with realizing how well she played with my heart and mind. I would have never guessed she was capable of being that kind of person.
Nobody knows me like I know me. I do better on my own. I discovered about limerence recently. It was more of a friends with benefits kind of a thing. I never understood how could he sleep with me and then next day act so casual. I tried going no contact so many times but he used to come back everytime,and due to lack of discipline I used to give in to that high.
I still constantly Iive for his validation for eg:If I listen to this music he will think I am worth it, If I start watching this series he will think I am worth it, If I have an excellent career he will definitely respect me. I had such a kind SO who loved me more than anything in this world,I ruined it because of my limerence. I have no interests left and I am unemployed. How to stop caring and stop living for him and start living for myself?
While staying with her — my wife met a guy and they later started texting each other. That soon turned into sexting. When I found out — we agreed she would stop. She wanted to leave me and our kids. We worked it out and she stopped. Then my sister died and she was texting him again. While we were out on the east coast visiting her family — she insisted on seeing him.
I chose to contact him and he agreed to not write to her again. She was devastated. She soon was recovering and everything started returning to normal.
Eight months later Covid shut the country down and she relapsed and he started texting her again. She recovered on her own from that episode. Then two weeks ago I texted positive for Covid. And again she reached out to her LO. That is when I found your site. I believe my wife has limerance. When we talk about the guy she quite honestly says there is nothing there but she has a need to be in his life. I am much less angry and hurt than I was.
Your site has been very helpful. Thank you. This is such a good article. I think limerence did sneak up on me. Initial interactions with LO were very free and easy — on both sides. Then, one day, fear crept into the exchange. Suddenly, I started caring excessively about what LO might think of me and felt hurt and rejected all the time over trivial things. There was such a huge desire to impress on my part and obviously I was failing to impress — ergo, the hurt.
I think it really did change in the blink of an eye — from free and easy to wounded and feeling judged all the time. Only I changed. I went from being happy-go-lucky to desperately insecure — but mainly insecure around LO.
Sammy, I noticed that personality change when I was in the throes of limerence going bad. I lost my temper with my poor Mum, I snapped at coworkers and friends and subsequently my close circle became alarmed, as I tend to be rather easy going and patient, even in very trying circumstances. Yes, I remember the negative emotions only too well — lots and lots of anger piling up like clouds on the horizon.
I may have told my dad everything he never wanted to know! To tell you the truth, I actually took up drinking in an attempt to soften my mood swings. Totally unhealthy. But I honestly felt I needed something external to help me regulate my moods. This is my new biggest fear Sammy, that my current LE is setting me off, towards my son. And I worry for his well-being.
Is why I started looking for reasons for my current behaviour. Why I was desperate to work out why I was feeling the way I was. While part of me is happy to finally have a word to describe it, to have an explanation. I also saddened by it too. It really came on gradually from missed attraction signalling and then my becoming involved with someone else that they are close to.
After a bad breakup with that person, my LO was also unhappily married and eventually divorced a few years later come to find out. I lost contact for 10 years.
Mind you, I had no clue about limerence, so I thought that thinking of them more than what was probably typical was actually typical. I ran into some of their work and I made the mistake of contacting them. Putting a name to this thing is a bit like naming rumplestiltzkin. VT thank you for your cautionary tale. I hope your limerence dies down soon. This site will help!
Going on 4 years. I no longer envision myself with this person. This is how confused I was, how intensely I had my convinced myself.
They were always concerned with me being mad at them and apologizing. Thanks for sharing. Those hard-to-explain feelings of attraction can be very painful, and take ages to exorcise. Friendship itself is often the first casualty of infatuation.
The guy was really kind to me, took an interest in me, expressed admiration for my poetry. This was back in high school, when poetry was pretty uncool, and the other kids ridiculed me.
I suppose I felt loved, heard, seen, you name it. I had a cheerleader and a protector rolled into one. It was about getting even more attention from this person who was apparently happy to give me attention, and volunteered his attention to begin with. I felt like a favoured child. A part of me thinks — oh hey, he was a really nice guy. Another part of me is like — I wish I never met him or interacted with him, as his interest proved insincere.
Why insincere, you may ask? Insincere because ephemeral. He only paid attention to me when it suited him, and then he moved on effortlessly to other people, other things.
I feel he was deceitful. I feel he was two-faced. I feel his offer of friendship was phoney and I regret taking him up on that offer. I would have preferred his indifference.
I would have welcomed his outright contempt…. Prejudice is slowly disappearing in Western countries. If my LO, for example, told me he hated me or feared me, that would certainly make it easier to let go.
He told me guys in the Old Testament hugged and kissed each other all the time!! What did my many years of limerence amount to anyway?
An insincere friendship? A friendship that was fun for one person and painful for the other? The deeper you fall, the more likely you are to neglect your basic needs.
Failing to sleep or eat well will have a massive impact on your well-being. She continues, "This can shift with setting limits and setting top lines of behavior—meaning getting accountable to treating yourself well. That means taking care of your diet, getting rest, nurturing your friendships, exercising, sleeping, and taking care of your basic needs. You should also stop negative self-talk and behaviors, such as obsessive thinking.
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We and our partners process data to: Actively scan device characteristics for identification. I Accept Show Purposes. Love: What's the Difference? The issue, as I can figure out, is that I knew I was different from a young age. As I got into middle school, I realized that I was gay.
I think that from way earlier I was keeping myself distant from my family due to fear of rejection. I would agree that I was never attached well. Maybe I caused my own limerence susceptibility? I seem to only get limerent feelings for unavailable i. I realized over the next year or 2 I felt that way about him because I was 1. I was attracted to him 3. I wanted feelings of validation and love I could never receive from my community.
William I can relate strongly to what you are saying. Limmerence is what I feel towards a man, we have connected recently. I remember that connection with him was strong but nothing was said until now 2 months in. Please help as we are both married to our partners since we were teenagers. Is it real I do feel we will be both hurt or hurt everyone around us. Julia — i suggest you read up about wound mates. That is what your attraction is. Soul mates is hollywood and modern romantic love bullshit for people that want to bypass their emotional growing up which is a hard path.
I have suffered from serial limerence my whole life, it can last years or weeks. Ive never been in a relationship or had any kind of experience, because the obsession sends me into a state of intense anxiety. Then as soon as I realise its all in my head, the high drops and i am left in an extremely depressed state. I have found myself acting stalkerish at times.
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